JUST FUCK ME UP

[greatestcool]

Private post for all things Silver and Ryuunosuke. Because I like pain.

idk maybe I'll make this prettier some day, don't get your hopes up though

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[feistytrader]

...As long as you know what you're doing.

[With that, he's burying most of his face under his blankets.

...Maybe it would have been better if he never knew. Or if he knew a lot sooner, before he started caring about him. He'd never be his friend if he knew about that before.

But here he is now, and here Ryuu is, being himself, and... That's just the way things are, right? What the hell has caring about goodness and doing the right thing gotten him so far, anyway? His stupid dad? Into the vault?

Maybe Ryuu has the right idea.]

[greatestcool]

Trust me, I do. I'm prepared for whatever happens.

[He can't get away with this forever and when that day comes, he'll let it happen. Until then, he's going to have the time of his life.

Ryuunosuke stretches and moves to the door.]

I'm gonna go get some energy out. I'll be back later. I'll try not to wake you.

[feistytrader]

Be careful.

[It's a little muffled through the blanket, but it's clear enough, and it seems like that's going to be it, but-]

...Ryuu?

[Before you go-]

[greatestcool]

Yeah?

[He doesn't have the door open yet and he turns a bit to face Silver.]

What is it?

[feistytrader]

[He opens his mouth to say something, then shuts it, then tries again, but nope. It's not happening.

So he gets out of his blankets and heads over to Ryuunosuke and just.

Gives him a hug. It's a nice hug.]

[greatestcool]

[O-Oh. He definitely wasn't expecting this. Ryuunosuke stands there for a moment quietly before he finally reacts by... reaching up and patting Silver's head. Well uh. He tried? Kinda?]

Are you okay?

[feistytrader]

...I don't know. I'm sorry.

[Just give him a minute and he'll let go and give Ryuu his space so he can go off and do stuff, but until that minute is over he's clinging pretty hard.]

[greatestcool]

Why are you apologizing?

[As usual, he's really confused. Emotions are difficult and he doesn't understand.]

[feistytrader]

For clinging onto you like some dumb little kid.

[He apologizes for it, but he doesn't stop doing it, either.]

[greatestcool]

You don't need to apologize. It's kinda strange, but it's not bad.

[Which is kind of weird. Normally it is bad.]

[feistytrader]

It's nice.

[At least for him.]

...I'm glad you usually handle the bodies. I don't know how you do it.

[greatestcool]

It's not difficult for me. But obviously you know why.

[We're gonna have some problems if someone's drowned though...]

[feistytrader]

Yeah, I know. But even if it's something you like, I... Thank you for that.

[greatestcool]

Well yeah, it's better for me to do it. No one else wants to deal with that stuff.

[It's really morbid if not downright disturbing.]

[feistytrader]

Yeah.

[Not that he can really blame them.]

...Hey, Ryuu?

[greatestcool]

Yeah? What is it?

[feistytrader]

...Do you still want to make it out of here together?

[greatestcool]

...If you want me to be perfectly honest, I'm not ready for this to be over yet. But with that said... there isn't anyone here I'd want to escape with, so take that however you want.

[feistytrader]

There's only one way to take that.

[But it's enough to get him to stop clinging to Ryuunosuke.]

Sorry for holding you up.

[He's gonna go back to his pile of blankets on the floor now.]

[greatestcool]

Don't worry about it. I'm not mad or anything.

[He holds up a hand as he opens the door; he'll be back later, but for now he needs to do something with himself until he's tired enough to sleep.]

[feistytrader]

[Silver is exhausted, but he doesn't get any sleep; he just can't stop thinking about Ryuunosuke.

Is everything he said just an act? But he wouldn't be trusting him with this much if that were true, right? And he did feel concern for him...

At least Weavile's nice to hug.]

[greatestcool]

[He'll be back in a few hours. He's managed to get some of the energy out of his system and he's careful when he returns to the bed and flops onto it. He's trying not to wake Silver, after all!]

[feistytrader]

[...Silver will wait until he's in bed, at least.]

Did you have a good time?

[greatestcool]

[Well that'll get him to jump, thanks.]

Oh, sorry, I thought you were asleep!

[feistytrader]

[Oh. Whoops.]

I can't sleep.

[Sorry for startling you--!]