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[He doesn't remember much about his execution.
Oh sure, he remembers the lead-up to it; he remembers how the others looked on as he was led away and sure, he remembers Ishimaru's screams. He doesn't remember the death cage nor does he remember the sudden pain before it was all over.
It made waking up here incredibly confusing.
"Here" must be some sort of afterlife, but Mondo hasn't been able to figure out what it is, exactly. It's obviously not heaven (he's killed two people, he doesn't belong in heaven), but it doesn't seem to be hell either. Things are monotonous, yes, but they're not bad.
That leaves the option of purgatory, which Mondo is more or less fine with. It's better than spending an eternity suffering. It's probably not right for him to stay here instead of moving on to hell, but he doesn't know how or when that will happen. He's content to leave it at that for the time being.
This place is a rather large city - half of it is full of native English speakers, whom Mondo tends to avoid (his English is atrocious, after all), the other half is full of Japanese speakers. The city itself doesn't seem to be anywhere Mondo has ever seen, but it's large and spread out, with plenty to explore and do. Mondo hasn't seen everything there is to see though; he's only been here for a few weeks, and he knew if he wanted to make ends meet, he'd need a job first. Exploring could wait.
It's convenient that there's a carpenter's shop just down the road from the apartment Mondo woke up in. It might not technically be his, but he's been staying there until he can afford to properly rent it out. No one has complained so far, so he figures it's fine for the time being. The carpenter works him to the bone and he's never been so exhausted in his life when he comes home, but it's a good kind of exhaustion that means he's doing something productive. He can't make up for what he's done in the past, but he can help out here.
He's off work for the day, lounging around in what serves as the living room of his apartment, flipping through the newspaper. The dates here are all screwed up - it's almost winter here and he knows he'll have to put some money away toward buying proper winter clothes. That's only a minor concern though, because he has much bigger things to worry about.
In a city this large, it's possible that he's just missed seeing the others. He hasn't been looking very hard, admittedly. He's not sure what to say to them when he does see them. "Sorry" simply won't cut it for Fujisaki. He doesn't really want to see Kuwata, Enoshima, or Maizono either. He's sure it's only a matter of time before one of them finds him, or before someone else shows up here.
All he can do is hope that it won't be Ishimaru.]
Oh sure, he remembers the lead-up to it; he remembers how the others looked on as he was led away and sure, he remembers Ishimaru's screams. He doesn't remember the death cage nor does he remember the sudden pain before it was all over.
It made waking up here incredibly confusing.
"Here" must be some sort of afterlife, but Mondo hasn't been able to figure out what it is, exactly. It's obviously not heaven (he's killed two people, he doesn't belong in heaven), but it doesn't seem to be hell either. Things are monotonous, yes, but they're not bad.
That leaves the option of purgatory, which Mondo is more or less fine with. It's better than spending an eternity suffering. It's probably not right for him to stay here instead of moving on to hell, but he doesn't know how or when that will happen. He's content to leave it at that for the time being.
This place is a rather large city - half of it is full of native English speakers, whom Mondo tends to avoid (his English is atrocious, after all), the other half is full of Japanese speakers. The city itself doesn't seem to be anywhere Mondo has ever seen, but it's large and spread out, with plenty to explore and do. Mondo hasn't seen everything there is to see though; he's only been here for a few weeks, and he knew if he wanted to make ends meet, he'd need a job first. Exploring could wait.
It's convenient that there's a carpenter's shop just down the road from the apartment Mondo woke up in. It might not technically be his, but he's been staying there until he can afford to properly rent it out. No one has complained so far, so he figures it's fine for the time being. The carpenter works him to the bone and he's never been so exhausted in his life when he comes home, but it's a good kind of exhaustion that means he's doing something productive. He can't make up for what he's done in the past, but he can help out here.
He's off work for the day, lounging around in what serves as the living room of his apartment, flipping through the newspaper. The dates here are all screwed up - it's almost winter here and he knows he'll have to put some money away toward buying proper winter clothes. That's only a minor concern though, because he has much bigger things to worry about.
In a city this large, it's possible that he's just missed seeing the others. He hasn't been looking very hard, admittedly. He's not sure what to say to them when he does see them. "Sorry" simply won't cut it for Fujisaki. He doesn't really want to see Kuwata, Enoshima, or Maizono either. He's sure it's only a matter of time before one of them finds him, or before someone else shows up here.
All he can do is hope that it won't be Ishimaru.]
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Don't say that. You did more than enough for me. Yeah, I guess you don't think it's enough 'cause it didn't save me, but you did everything you could, kyoudai. Please don't apologize to me, okay? You did everything in your power and that's enough for me. That's more than enough for me.
[He reaches up to mess with Ishida's hair again, hoping to calm him down.]
You know how you said you didn't want to hear me saying I got what I deserved? Well, I don't want you saying you didn't do enough for me, alright?
[It hurts, to think that Ishimaru - and Ishida - tried so damn hard to save him and still blame himself (themselves?) for it.]
'Sides, we're here now. That's what's important, right? We gotta focus on our futures here.
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He couldn't do that anymore. Not after everything that happened. That's why I'm here now.
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I'm sorry. If I hadn't... Shit. I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could've done differently, but I guess there's no sense dwelling on the past.
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...He never blamed you for it; he wasn't angry with you.
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What about you?
[He certainly understands the clinging; he's moved to properly hug Ishida and he's pretty sure he's clinging too.]
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Of course not.
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I... thanks. I'm glad you're not upset with me.
[He considers saying that Ishida should be mad at him, but he can't bring himself to say it. He's just so glad that his brother isn't angry with him.]
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I mean, it...hurt. And I would have done anything to save you. Anything.
But I'm not mad, okay?
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I'm sorry. I wish I could have done things differently. You never deserved any of that shit. You're too good to me, y'know?
[He laughs weakly once that's out there.]
Thanks though. I really appreciate it. I'd hate to have you mad at me.
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[He seems to be calming down, at least, and he's just going to nuzzle you a bit more at that. Of course he's not angry, all right.]
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Well, thanks anyway. I really appreciate it.
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Y-Yeah, well, you better - I don't say shit like that to everyone!
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Yeah, yeah, can't have you going soft, now can we?
[For some reason this isn't even striking him as weird anymore. It's just kind of cute when someone else does it.]
I should probably try getting back to sleep. I've got work tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want me to ditch it, huh?
[...Well, Ishimaru certainly wouldn't. Look how fast he's moving to go back to bed.]
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[...he will just be completely ignoring that teasing in favor of pointing out the important things, clearly.]
You're working?
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[Wow, just ignore the fact that he's kind of flushed for some reason he can't quite figure out.]
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Well, yeah, it just wasn't anything I'd expect, that's all!
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[He'll calm down a bit after a moment though!]
I'm working in a carpenter's shop. It's not exactly a high-paying job, but I like the work!
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Sh-Shut up, it's not that big of a deal...!
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[Nononono knock it off oh my god!!]
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[DEAL WITH IT.]
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[Well, hopefully the neighbors weren't sleeping...]
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All right, all right, it's not cute - it's fuckin' adorable, is that better?!
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[Oh god he's so red right now what the hell, kyoudai!!]
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